As I sit here looking out my screen doors watching it rain it took me back to being 15 years old sitting on my great grandmother’s porch in Eastern Kentucky.  See back then I was a thin country boy being raised by my great grandparents.  Now at the age of 40 I am a pre-op transsexual woman living a life I never thought of.   If you had asked me in college about my childhood I would have strongly suggested it was horrible, full of injustice, ignorance and poverty.  Now I see it was normal for the late 80’s or at least normal for what my family could provide.  I come from a long history of hard working coal mining men and women providing the best they could.  I am the oldest of three but it wasn’t until I started high school that I began to question my sexuality.  I was brought up in the Old Regular Baptist Religion.  My Mamaw didn’t cut her hair and in church the men and women sat across isles during church.  Homosexuality was STRONGLY shunned and I was told it was a sin and I would go straight to hell.  There was no social media or representation on television so I didn’t have anything to compare my feelings too.  I believed that the feelings that were tingling throughout my body were that of the devil.  I can remember from a very early age acting out only to have those feelings shunned.  It was first grade and I naturally felt the need to play with the girls and thus the bullying started.  I was feminine in nature but now my Mom describes it as “nerdy”.  I had no attraction to sports or anything that the other boys were doing.  Imagine fostering those emotions as a young child then you hit puberty and your body begins to change and you have no way to describe the feelings, its emotional torment.  My freshmen year in high school was brutal.  In study hall a certain young man named Chad would constantly bother me with threats of harm, vocal vomit of “fag” and “queer”.  The upper classmen would be so bold to verbally assault me even in class as the teachers over heard and only gave a side eye.  I was so scared and ashamed I wouldn’t eat with others or socialize at lunch time.  My Mamaw would go to the local IGA and bring me a hot dinner so I wouldn’t be hungry.  She would ask why and I would just make up reasons as why I wasn’t eating in the lunch room.  Bus rides were even worse as I had no place to hide, I prayed each day that the front seats would be open as I knew the bus driver would protect me even if I didn’t ask for help.  Thankfully the latter years in high school I learned to camaflouge my emotions and try and use my humor to fit in.  I still didn’t understand what was going on or what I felt but the feelings of abandonment by my parents I used as anger and it masked anything else that was going on in my life.  See now I can look back and understand that my father was battling alcoholism and my mother was a battered woman and the best thing they could have ever done was allow me to live with my grandparents but as a child it didn’t make sense therefore I held a grudge that made me feel I wasn’t accepted so it had to be due to those feelings I couldn’t explain.  I was lucky enough to graduate high school and with the help of my family I left home and began college at Eastern Kentucky University.  The down side of leaving is that I never spoke about my feelings towards my parents or dealt with my sexuality.  It was my sophomore year in College and the boom of the internet that my experiences became broader and I could start to sort out my sexuality.  I began to identify as “gay” however it didn’t really feel right when I did have my first gay sexual experience.  I then began to do drag as “Wendy” and something inside of me awoke.  I still held a chip on my shoulder when it came to my family and shortly after I came out and it made relationships even more strained.  Even during this time my Mamaw passed no judgment and always told me how much she loved me.  My bond with her is something I have never felt and probably will never feel again.  My father found religion and stopped drinking but we still had no relationship as I was the gay son who according to certain family members thought I was better than where I came from.  But how could I expect those who are products of their own environment to understand someone like me?  I know how generations of my community have been raised to believe, maybe not ALL of them but a large demographic of men and women.
When people spoke or asked about  my family I was only able to spit venom of hatred which now I understand was hurt.  I had never reached out to my parents to talk about how seeing the domestic violence, adultery and alcoholism affected me as a child and I held a grudge towards my mother because she allowed a man to separate her from her child.  I continued to sing the song of not being accepted and what a horrible childhood I had to anyone who would listen.  Now I see that even though we were poor there were other’s who were much worse.  My Mamaw never let me go without anything I needed or wanted.  I might not have always had the best or given every last thing I wanted but I truly had everything I needed and a tad bit more.  I never looked at how lucky I was to be able to go to college while my sister and friends didn’t have the same opportunity.  I just continued to play my own sorrowful violin and feel sorry for myself.  My Mamaw would pass away in 2001 and I no longer had that security blanket.  I was forced to finally grow up and it also gave me the freedom to pursue what I had then known, I was a transsexual woman.  I had been diagnosed with transgendered dysphoria (now it’s no longer considered a mental illness) at the time but I couldn’t take those extra steps to live my truth out of respect to my Mamaw and not wanting to disappoint her until she was gone.  I had been working in the gay clubs for years and heard horrible stories from friends who were completely disowned by their family.  Friends who family wouldn’t even speak to them or threw them out at a early age.  Instead of me looking back and pondering that maybe I was lucky I only used the hurt to fuel those abandonment feelings.  It was quite a few years before I told my closest family members that I was transitioning.  I moved to Florida to pursue a relationship and that gave me yet another excuse to not face my family with my decision to physically become Wendy.  Years would go by and finally the yearning to go back to Eastern Kentucky and see the beautiful hills , creeks and that house on the hill that I was raised in.  I can remember driving into the outer city limits and my stomach began to ache and tears flowed down my face.  I was having all these mixed emotions flooding my soul and I couldn’t hold the tears back.  I stopped at a local floral shop and got some flowers to take to my Mamaw’s grave.  As I pulled up the holler I was raised in my heart began to beat faster and faster.  I made that right turn off the main road and slowly went up the hill to see that green tin roof and I was finally home.  As I walked up the hill to the graveyard her headstone peeked and became closer to my vision.  I was no longer that young country boy sitting on the porch sharing stories with her but now a woman.  I collapsed on her grave and my heart ached as it did the day she was laid to rest.  After having a bit of alone time I began my next journey to see my fathers parents.  My Papaw Verlin was the backbone of our family.  He had raised five children working in the coal mines.  I could go on about some of the family deep secrets but it wouldn’t give any purpose but to pluck at a healed scar.  As I pulled into their driveway he was sitting on the porch in a rocking chair.  I stepped out in my long maxi dress and began to walk towards him.  He stands up and gives me a big hug and says “You are always welcome here and as long as I’m alive no one will ever make you feel any different”.  Well that was it, all those years of dreading that moment was gone in a sentence.  Neither of my dad’s parents ever made feel awkward or ashamed.  My Mamaw Thursa is now 82 and we have the best relationship EVER and she continues to support me in anything I do.  Though my father and I have a roller coaster of a relationship he has never disowned me as so many of my friends parents have.  It’s alarming and shocking to see a new generation of transsexual women and gay kid’s being disowned even with the vast amount of education online,  mild acceptance in media, or how visual the LGBT community is today.  My mother and I speak daily and now we can laugh at some of the things I do as a transsexual woman.  I have two sisters who love me as a sister and a Dad who with religion and old age has chosen to accept me.  Though he and I aren’t close at least he and I can be civil.  Meanwhile I read daily on the increasing population of homeless LGBT youth and suicide rates.  I am LUCKY!  At the age of 40 I can finally say I am LUCKY and it could have been worse.  My younger self would NEVER admit that.  My humble beginnings though full of misfortune and hurt at times only made me a stronger person and gave me a heart of sympathy and a mind of tolerance.  Anytime I visit that growing city in the mountains that little country boy still is running the fields, playing in the creek and sitting on that porch.
If anything I hope this story causes you to think that many have it worse and that all of our beginnings are what made us the person we are today.  You would think that the story stops there but it doesn’t. This story is only the beginning of who I am and a small portion of my full yet interesting life, LOL.  As I said I was able to finally address my sexuality but what was to happen in 2003 gives the next chapter of my life a X Rated version.  See that is when my career in the Adult Industry began. I am now the most awarded Transsexual Pornstar, a publicist for other TS starlets, AVN Hall of Famer Performer, Producer, the first TS to have my own Celebrity Toy Line with Doc Johnson and the list of accomplishments are quite mind boggling, even for me.  I have made “Wendy Williams” a brand and used my education to market myself and my brand to give myself a comfortable living.  Keep your eyes open and maybe soon I can address what I have learned working in the Adult Industry as a transsexual woman.
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So yesterday was so much fun and entertaining. Bailey showed up around 1:30 and took me to lunch for some yummy Jack Daniels chicken and loaded mash and she had a salad LOL…..She brought me a belated Bday gift and we spent about an hour and half getting to know each other and discussing her upcoming website. Bailey is so cute in person and has an amazing charm about her. After a nice lunch and Bailey having 2 drinks we headed out into the casino for another drink LOL and more chat. I love to people watch so we sat down at some slot machines and talked forever. I think people thought we were hookers because the looks were priceless. At some point this guy comes up and asks if we wanted to go to Spaugo’s *sp* with him and his buddies for dinner. Bailey in her cute voice and squinting those eyes said no thankyou. Moments later gentleman two insists we would have fun and again we decline. After sitting there for a little longer and Bailey takes 100 bathroom drinks among her four more drinks we move to the bar, this bitch can drink! So Bailey tells me she loves to play roulette and I’ve never played so I go to watch her. Instantly a cute spikey hair guy became very intrigued by Bailey and was flirting. By this time she was a little cocktailed and very vocal and funny as she placed her bets. I had never played so she gave me some her chips and it was so much fun but now addicting. After many hours (suppose to have dinner with Danielle but text and no reply) I went back to the room for a nap. I woke up around 1am and bored so I went downstairs and took 20.00 and turned it into 100.00 at the roulette with a bet on 00. Amazing how time goes by when down there and next think I know its 5am and I headed back up to the room. On the elevator was this cute light skin guy and we both exchanged looks and as I was getting off the elevator he said “damn wish I was on this floor” and I said “you should be”. I was walking to my room and glanced back and he was walking slowly behind me with both hands in his pockets and a cute grin. I got to my door and walked in and held it open and once he got to my door I said “you should come in”. As soon as he came in the door I got on my knees and unzipped his pants pulling his nice cock out. I didn’t give him a chance to ask questions or get deep inside my room so I began sucking his cock deep and licking his shaved balls. His back was against the door and all he was aying was “wow” “oh” and “damn” . His thick cock got hard quickly and before you know it he was cumming all over my shirt, LOL. We said our goodbye’s and that was a great night in Vegas. (True Story).

So after my club work in Cincinnati, Kim and I left Cincinnati and headed for a quick drive to San Diego stopping in St. Louis, Phoenix and finally making it too San Diego for my store signing at ManKind Video. The day started off when I arrived in San Diego and started getting ready.  Let me say that the people at Mankind were amazing and treated me well.  The store is amazingly beautiful and I hope everyone will stop in and check it out.  The store signing was small but productive.  Alot of fans like Brandon and Micheal who I chat with alot showed up and we sat around and talked and answered questions.  About an hour into the signing the one and only Jesse showed up and we sat around and caught up and took pictures for the fans.  Jesse is such an amazing sweetheart and Ill have video and pictures of us both once I get home and get edited.  After the signing Jesse, Glitz (store manager and long time friend), Jesse and I went to the club Universal where we danced, teased boys and danced more, so much fun!!  I am now sitting in my hotel by the Harbor in San Diego and resting for a few days before heading to L.A and Vegas……….STAY TUNED!!

********I took tons of pics and HD video at the Store Signing so once I get home I will edit and get everything up on

Also thanks to Dewayne from DewayneinSD Blog *seen below* for covering the event and the great BLOG POST.  Please stop in his blog and leave a comment.

So I was twittering for awhile with a great guy in Sylmar, Ca who happens to work at an Adult Store and he sent me a cute picture of him with my last dvd. Anyhow I sent him a few questions and he answered. So if you are in the area please support the store and tell him Wendy sent ya!!


Where am I from?
My name is Robert Sanchez and I was born and raised in The San Fernando Valley aka “Pornolandia”. I grew up in the city of Sylmar. I have a masters degree in Play writing and have been working in the Adult Industry offand on since 2001.

Store Name and Location
The adult store I work at is called ADULT FACTORY OUTLET.  It is located in my hometown of Sylmar CA. So naturally, I HAD to work there when I moved back home 😉

12445 Gladstone Ave
Sylmar, CA 91342-5321
(818) 336-9440

TS Sales
@ adult factory outlet several of our clientele purchase ts porn. It is one of the most popular purchases at our store.  We go through several ts porn sales a week.  Most of the clientele that buy the ts porn at our store is latino or black. We have some clients that get shy when they bring ts porn to the counter. Its cute, but we’re not there to judge them. I have very few customers that ask me for a specific ts performers movies. The most requests for a ts performer is you, Vanity, and Gia Darling.

I’ve also noticed that we carry several ts porn with asian ts performers. We carry several Third World Media, Evil Angel, and several other companies. Some of our most popular ts purchases are the ones with asian ts performers. If a title has the words “ladyboy” on the title they sell really fast. Or “Transsexual Beef Cock” those sell really well. Rodney Moore’s “She Male Strokers” sells really well at our store. We go through those titles quite frequently. The Joey Silvera and Nacho Vidal ts titles sell well too. Some of the customers that buy Joey or Nacho ts movies tell me that they were fans of them as performers first before they started to direct ts porn. I think the ts titles that sell the most @ our store is Joey Silveras “she male rogue adventures” there are soooo many good ones from that series we can’t keep them on the shelves!

Female Star sales and request
I would say the most requested female star at our store is Alexis Texas. She is a knockout with a deliiiiiicious ass. Also, several customers ask for Lisa Ann, Eva Angelina, and Belladonna. Alexis is the top one though.

I’ve been working @ adult factory outlet for over a year now. I love working there because i’m a huge advocate and fan of the adult industry. I love being able to work at a place where I can talk about and appreciate sex in an open and fun atmosphere. its because of working @ adult factory outlet I got into the shooting/directing porn with Lynn LeMay and LeMayzing pictures. I also love being surrounded by all sorts of quality adult products and dvds! I love my job!

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:As many of you have heard or read on many blogs the Adult Industry is currently with a “scare”. What has happen according to many blogs is that a Female Talent apparently was postive and a producer didnt follow up on her test and she shot with several men. Both men have tested negative but still there are situations concerning her test with A.I.M *Adult Industry Testing* , the producer and the female talent.  So what does any of this have to do with the transsexual niche?  Here we go so grab your drink and sit back and try and follow me LOL.

Lets do some history and some information that many of you might find interesting or not.  Transsexual Porn is classified as Straight Specality.  Why Straight? This is a debate that many have had for as long as Ive been around. All I can say is that gay men like masculinity and in the gay community transsexuals have served as a form of entertainment on stage but not in the bedroom.  Men that  I have encountered have always indentifed themselves as “straight”. They like the feminine qualites that make us a transsexual and the dick is sort of a fetish.  Now on the other side they say if you like dick than you are gay. I honestly am not here to put anyone in a box and if a guy who doest like men but likes a transsexual says he is straight than so be it.  So obviously the adult industry had to market our porn to those who buy it, guess what that is STRAIGHT and or curious men.  There is no market for a gay company to produce this content so most are all big straight companys like Evil Angel and Devils Film.  Our genre is celebrated in the regular Avn Awards and we are held to the same standards of the straight adult community.

Standards?  In the Adult Industry in order to protect talent A.I.M (  For 125.00 bucks talent can get tested for H.I.V  (About the test: The HIV/PCR DNA qualitative test will detect early HIV infection by looking for the inhibitory substance of the HIV virus itself. This test typically will find HIV between 10 and 14 days after exposure. The HIV Elisa test looks for the person’s antibody response to the HIV virus. This test will detect HIV between 6 weeks and 6 months of exposure. )  With this test we are also tested for Gonorrhea and Chlamydia.  We as talent are expected to keep a fresh test every 30 days!  Producers are given access to a database where he or she can log in and get the results to VERIFY he/she has current and clean test.  Sadly in the Gay Adult Industry there is no standard unless you are a company like Chi Chi Larue who requires condoms on ALL shoots!  So here is where the problem occurs for ladies like myself.

Stereotypes?  Sadly since there are those close minded individuals who only see black and white I am often grouped into the gay community which by all means is High Risk (anal sex penetration from dick to ass).  Also there have been a reported case of Transsexuals in Brazil infecting U.S talent. So those who are close minded and or biggoted choose to take those statistics and or reports and automatically group ALL transsexuals as high risk and dangerous for cross over male talent and or females!  My argument is if I am freshly tested and my male talent and I am doing everything that a female pornstar is than why am I being stereotyped as a danger to the adult industry?  Gay males are the second highest risk group to African American Females.  I dont have sex with “gay” men, I am tested on a regular basis, and in my personal life I DONT do drugs or drink NOR do I have unprotected sex.  I understand those who are skeptical and or dont understand but spreading lies and or supporting stereotypes OUTSIDE of the Adult Industry is not fair for ladies like myself who follow the same guidelines as Courtney Cummz who recently voiced her concern about “shemales” and or “gay” males!  I as an adult in the Adult Industry just EXPECT that I am given a fair playing field based on my actions not my sex!

Double Standards?  If you havent heard of ChristianXXX than you really arent keeping up LOL  Christian in the early part of his career did a few gay films before moving over to working daily with females. He also works with transsexuals and has taken alot of heat from both females putting him on their no list for that practice and alot of fans who call him “trannyfucker” or “chrissy”. Christian has NOT done a gay film in many years but because of his work with transsexuals many feel he is wrong for not informing EVERy single talent “oh by the way Ive worked with a transsexual”. Christian has an amazing record of testing for MANY years every month.  Then you have male talent like Chris Strokes who lost an amazing gig with Brazzers for allowing a male to perform oral on him in a video. Brazzer fans apparently didnt like it because it was “gay” .  Then there are performers like  TJ Cummings and Seth Dickens who have a gay past but are working on the flip side now and you hardly hear any of those same people screaming for them to leave porn.  I believe that Christians harsh personality and attitude has brought alot of it on him however my point isnt to cast stones but wonder why its ok for female talent to work with a transsexual and not get the same backlash as Christian has?  I can honestly see the line being drawn with gay porn because of the testing standards but not so much with a fellow A.I.M tested TS!  Also how can we make a line when you have ALOT of female on female scenes out there. If we insist on that line to be made than how can we pick and choose which varieties of the gay/bi/tranny scenario go where?

HIV is scarey and by all means we have the right to CHOOSE whom we work with and dont need to validate those reasons to anyone!  My problem is when those “fans” choose to be so harsh with using a deadly disease as a way to cast doubt on an ENTIRE commnity, in this case American Transsexuals!  I want to make it clear that not EVERY person or company is doing the right thing Im sure!  I only ask and wish to have a HEALTHY debate with those who argue that American Transsexuals who follow the same guidelines as female talent are making this Industry more dangerous?

The Adult Industry is full of dangerous sexual activity from creampies, gangbangs to hardcore fetish but that is the reason why GUIDELINES are given in order to PROTECT those involved.  I only as that TS companys and or talent DEMAND that we continue to VOICE safe sex in our community. That whether it be internet or DVD that all involved are tested or mandatory condoms!  Those who dont understand my choices will never bend on the issue HOWEVER the best way to fight those stereotypes is to lead by example.

As part of the GLBT Community I look forward to the day that the Gay Industry DEMANDS testing of all their talent. Until then I only ask that my fellow TS Sisters always strive to be treated equal.  Being equal means testing yourself and requiring your male talent to be tested also.  Testing is the ONLY way (condoms or not) that we can continue to fight those that say we dont belong were we are today!

So how did a Female testing positive bring on this discussion?  Sadly anytime HIV is brought up and or discussed the transsexual/gay community is an easy scape goat.  Its easier to point fingers than look at one’s own life and how you could help with the problem and not ad to it!

Finally I am NO Saint and not trying to say Im perfect but I can say that I make sure my body is safe and the environment for my talent are also!

I welcome HEALTHY debate/suggestions/feedback

Wendy Williams
2009 AVN Transsexual Performer of the Year

Below are some links to topics of where you can see some harsh and or stereotypical comments:

This thread is about the director in Question who happens to also be a director of Tranny/bi/straight and fetish films, so since he is bi all of a sudden TS Porn is brought into it:

This thread by the “colonel” truly supports some of those sad stereotypes I face in this Industry:

Read this last paragraph of Courtney Cummz Blog:


So in 2001 I was living in Nky/Cincy when a friend said lets do a website where you can meet guys! Originally the site wasnt a paysite but just a place for my inner exhibitionist to show off!  In 2001 there were very limited solo sites (Meghan Chavalier, FoxyAngel, TonyasWorld, etc) so I was getting alot of emails asking me to show more!  My friend at the time set my site up as a paysite in his name and we made some really great money FAST. So into early 2002 he got married and wanted out which left me with no webmaster and or at that time processing company. Webmaster 2 from Chicago was referred by a mutual friend and he and I started my adult site which had ALOT of affiliate content and some small galleries of me posing and occasionally showing a cock shot LOL.  I then moved to Ft. Lauderdale in 2002 for a relationship and wanted out of the xbiz. After a year with the site down in 2003 he and I broke up and I met Herman (Webmaster 3). Herman was not only a great webmaster but learning photography (now he is  a big shooter for Grooby Prodctions). For several years Herman and I worked togethor and I built my site with good content and videos. I was learning the ropes from FoxyAngel of how to run my site and giving the fans what they wanted.  Lets back up that in 2002 I shot for Shemaleyum (pre face surgery, breast, hips, etcc).  So Herman wanted out of the webmaster arena and focus on his photography skills so I changed to Webmaster 4 Jonathon LOL……….Jonathon was a big computer tech and really was only helping me out until I got my shit togethor.  By this time I had developed a cute fan base, starred in a few videos and was getting serious about my website. During this time IBILL who was the Industrys leading credit card processor stopped paying and then just up and left everyone high and dry.  They owed me over 20g when they closed and I lost all my members I had. I then had to start over with a new company. In 2003 I had shot for Joanna Jet which lead to casting Jet Set 4 for her and eventually becoming her assistant and moving to L.A in 2004.  Joanna has a great web script which would make running the site easier for me and I then changed to Joanna as my webmaster 5 LOL.  In 2006 Joanna had problems with her VIsa and had to close her offices in L.A and remain in London!  During this time Joanna and I lost contact and my website went down off the net for many months. During this time I decided to move back to Kentucky in May of 2006 to get my career back on track and my finances LOL.  I finally got motivated to get my website back up and running and researched to find webmaster #6 Vincent.  In December of 2007 launched and has updated EVERY Monday since.  My memberships have grown, fans come and go and most importantly I am finally comfortable with the direction of the site.

So how did I come up with ““?  I want to stress that I never thought I was “hot”. In 2001 when we were coming up with a name we were aware that Wendy Williams was probably trade marked by Wendy Williams of the Plasmatics.  My stage name had been Wendy Williams for years so I wanted to keep that name.  My friend and webmaster at the time decided becase I had red hair we should add “hot” and thus the name began.  Since then I also found out that there is a NYC Shock Jock Wendy Williams.  My name is legally Wendy Williams now and I wish we would have used WendyWilliamsXXX but who knew then I would go on to be a “Pornstar”, LOL!  So with that being said you now see how it all began, name wise!!

The two logos above were done by my fello affiliate sister Jamie Coxxx of Jamie is a brilliant creative mind and I highly recommend anyone needing some graphic work done to contact her HERE!  Jamie has redone my logo many times to fit my needs and finally I am happy! I really wanted to incorporate WendyWilliamsXXX but since my name is branded with “” we left the url on the logo!  Thanks to Jamie and you ROCK!!  As you see the top logo will be the official logo to go on all my photo sets and my company logo that is currently in use will remain on all dvd products!


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Well after two months on the road I finally had a week to rest and gather my thoughts. I have taken on so many things and really overwhelmed myself. My life in the last five months has become a big swirl and I gave in to my compulsive eating, too much sleep and depression. FINALLY Ive got my motivation and a clear path to whats next. First I need to let a few things go and focus on WENDY. With that being said I have three dvd’s already shot and in post: Solo English T-Roses starring Joanna Jet, Sammi Valentine, Melissa Mendez, Lisa Heart and Farrah Mills. Next will be Wendy Wild Shemales 8 starring: Myself, Jesse Flores, Silky, Allanah Allure, Kimm XXX, and Leda May. Finally I and ShemaleClub will be releasing the first in the series of Interracial dvd’s called Interracial Tgirl Sex starring: Vaniity, Kimber James, Olivia Love, and Sammi Valentine. So with my Production Company o.k there will be NO more shoots or productions until October! Now lets get to which I am pleased to know that updates are posted in the Coming Soon page till August and I have some photo sets to post. My new site is doing well and we have plenty of updates and videos in the works!

So with my business and websites under control its time for me to step away from the camera, the dvd’s, the tours and focus on ME, yes FINALLY after two years of pushing surgeries back and dealing with Depression and Compulsive Eating I can deal with them with NO distractions. So with that being said Ive started seeing a phsychogist dealing with WHY food is my safe haven and why I like to be alone? First thing I did was join the local YMCA who offers some amazing programs that I cant wait to start. Every other morning from 6-7am I will do the “JUMP START” class which is a mixture of aerobics and strength training, several times a week from 8pm-9pm I will do an aerobics class AND take up maybe yogi or pilates, cant decide. Getting into a schedule will help me feel accomplished and on the right path. I have committed for two months doing this with NO traveling for more than a few days.

FInancially I have invested so much money into my company, family, and website that its time I FINALLY finish paying for those surgeries that will help me feel more confident AND help with my transition. These surgeries are NOT for my fans or to please anyone but myself. I have scheduled and cancelled so many times I have lost count, its time to focus just as I am focusing on my weight and overall health.

Stepping away from the ts boards, the escorting, the Pornstar functions is NEEDED and EARNED. I need these months to step back in the lights.

I will still be blogging, posting on my forums, twittering and all the networking stuff BUT no more shoots for other companys, no more trips, no more wasting life with food and a dark room!

Trust when you see the new emotional and physical Wendy you will see the person I am not the person Ive become!


Well I just wrapped up a week in L.A and currently Im in Phoenix driving across our beautiful nation home to Kentucky. L.A was a fast but productive trip! I pricelined a room in Glendale and was very pleasantly surprised to get the Hilton with a 16 floor view, SO GORGEOUS!!

 I did my usual spray tan and planned for a hardcore shoot for with a cutie with the most amazing lips. I always enjoy working for Shemale-Club because the photographer Nick is AMAZING!!! I then had a few days before shooting an exclusive scene for, get to that in a moment. I did however take a trip to the Micheal Kors store and found my next purse, its GORGEOUS. Dont you think? I really want this purse but $400 bucks is a bit too much right now.

 On Sunday Sasha and I went and seen Beyonce in “Obsessed” it was o.k I should have went and seen Wolverine instead. So Monday came and I shot with two hung black guys in an all oral scene. It was fun but the guys were having wood problems and I was ready to get out of there. However I am very pleased with some of the shoot and especially the cum shots, WOWWWWWWW spray everywhere from all three! I then showered and jumped in the car for a six hour drive to Phoenix where I am keeping my lazy ass inside from that horrible HEAT, nice thing has been my amazing suite and view of the pool!

Next I will be heading towards home with a few rest stops because I cant drive past 6-7 hours!

Hope everyone is doing well and I look forward to hearing from everyone!


So I arrived in Vegas and had some major rest and some sight seeing. First thing I did was start tanning get my nails done and prepare for my bday and shooting weekend. So I was looking at pics and decided I wanted a change and of course I chose my hair for the fastest change. I decided to get some triangle chunky bangs which I love.


So on the 2nd I shot for Transexdomination and had an amazing time as always. Pk Vegas paired me up with a great sub named Vic and the new studio is going to be HOT HOT. He also got me a great bottle of wine for my birthday.

After the shoot I returned to the hotel and got ready for my night out. Sasha and I arrived at the Las Vegas Lounge around 11pm and had a few drinks and caught up with a few people I knew. At midnight we headed to the MGM Centrifuge bar where Matt, scubaman, and a couple guys I forgot their names joined us and we just caught up and drank! Sunday was day of rest and tanning. Today I will be shooting for YUM in a versitile scene and look forward to having my makeup done and getting all glamarous for a change  Here are some pics from my iphone from my Vegas trip so far.

Well my trip across to the West Coast is half way done and Im enjoying the scenery and the drive with Sasha. We arrived in St. Louis at the Millinium hotel with a great 26th floor suite with an amazing view.

 If we had been a tad bit further we could have seen the complete Arch from our window. We stayed in St. Louis for three days and I was able to visit with a few fans and do alot of relaxing and enjoying being on the road. After St. Louis we are now in Oklahoma City (birth place of my mom) and got an amazing amazing two bedroom suite and the bed is one of the most comfortable beds, nice wet dreams (see pics) so we could have time out from each other LOL……….

I seen a guy who I havent seen in seven years and it was nice to talk about those memories and about how much I’ve changed physically and sexually. The picture was me getting ready this morning so thought I would share. Next we are off to Albuquerque which I love because the city and the state is so gorgeous. Remember that May 2nd I will be celebrating my birthday and inviting all friends/fans to join me for drinks. 11pm we will be at the Las Vegas Lounge and then at midnight to the circular bar across from Studio 54 inside MGM……………Bring me gifts and drinks LOL


See you on the road,

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